Lost.

In the midst of notes and books

The heart stays still

not knowing where to look

To God, it should

but it let Him down too much

Even prayers at times like this

is a shame it can't hide.

Shame on you

Who told you to turn to Him

when you're in dire need

If in times of bliss

you put Him last.

Oh shame on you.

The brain needs courage

For it can't do this any more

But the heart is caged

No courage, merely awaiting its fall.

I do not know this girl

This lazy, discouraged girl

She was once so motivated

Now she lays pathetic

Lost and weakened.

I do not know this girl any more.