Sunday, May 01, 2011

Yang meminta.

Exams. The time when people pray the most. When I ask from You the most.

I don't know about you, but as for me, this is the time when I promised everything if God gave me this and this. Promised to pray on time, promised to be a good girl, promised to study harder, yadayadayada, if God gave good results. And sadly, the cycle repeated almost every time the exams approach.

Ashamed, yes. A hypocrite, yes.

Yet with the humblest hands we raised, praying for His help whenever we're in need. Only, when in need. Malunya. sobs

With the ridiculous amount of readings we have to do before the finals, there's no way we can make it if Allah says no. Even if we struggled and memorized every word in Robbin's pathology book, if He wants us to forget every thing the moment we read the questions, then be it. To whom do we turn to whenever in hardship, Him indeed, who was always there for those who asked.

sape rase video ni zaaaas angkat tangan mcm sy.huhu

"Allahumma la sahla illa ma ja'altahu sahla, wa anta taj-a'lul hazna idha shi'ta sahla"

Ya Allah, there is no ease except what You make easy, and if You wish, You make the difficult easy.

Doakan sy n kwn2 bakal exam lusa. Moga Allah permudahkan semua.

Yang meminta lagi. huhu

With all the sins and flaws, I feel ashamed to ask You again for more.
A bad servant I am to You :(


up kakurakawa said...

all the best kak ika :D
insyaallah semua baik2 :)

zulaikhazainol said...

thanx up! doakan :)