Habits

Assalamualaikum. Hello.

I'm leaving medical school in a few weeks (phew can you imagine??! tummy butterflies!) Nothing crosses my mind more often than the thought of how lacking I am in terms of competency and knowledge, especially when you sit in a class full of people who smoothly gave away perfect answers to medical questions, and you're just sitting there wondering what the heck is going on.

Ahh habits. With 42 days remaining before finals, maybe it's too late to start a new studying habit. But I'm desperate coz I have none at the moment.

People say 30 days are all you need to make a habit automatic. Which means I still have time. Bahaha who am I kidding.

At this point, I think I could actually use stupidity as a push. Like you don't like feeling unresourceful and ignorant and (pardon me) stupid, so you have to work your socks off to make yourself smarter. In 42 days.

"Bila kamu tak tahan lelahnya belajar, maka kamu akan menanggung peritnya kebodohan." - Imam Syafi'e.