Hello winter, you've been missed :)

Hi peeps. Sorry for the lack of updates. (I have no idea why should I apologize, it's my blog anyways). This post would be just some random things I wish to type-type away.

Ok ok. Well the past few days been really hectic, with midterms and eid celebration etc. Which got me into thinking, when will my revision for final begin. Oh boyy. Anyways, I wouldn't want to waste my time worrying and complaining, you won't get an A by telling everyone how much you haven't study, will ya?

And this weekend was awesome. Spend most of my times with friends. We even went for a late night supper at Eddie Rocket's last Friday up till 3am, simply because we feel like it. And yesterday we slept at almost 5am, watching movies and simply doing nothing. Yeah, doing nothing. You might say it's a waste of time, but I'd say it's bliss.You know, simply doing something that makes you and everyone else at ease and happy, even though it means doing nothing. Sometimes happiness doesn't need planning, sometimes the little things are what matters the most, like a visit to a friend's house, a short call to your parents, buying presents and make people smile, a small chat you have with friends, an impromptu trip to the mall that brings you laughter. Lagha in a way, right. Whatevs, I'm starting to feel uncomfortable with the term lagha anyways.

It's a bit exhausting, having everything planned, having my life lived according to others, like, studying because I see people studying, stop being happy because the definition of happiness to others is not like mine, don't go out with friends because it's a waste of time etc. Because as far as I know, I've missed out on a lot of my own happiness because I've been worrying too much on what people think and say.

I'll post something else later. My tummy's been feeling unwell due to all the different types of food I shoved into it this weekend, milkshakes, nachos, grilled ribs, cheesecakes, dory fillets, tuna wrap, you name it. And now they're starting a protest in my tummy.

till then, bye