In a day.

Three things left me smiling today. And also makes me go all shoo-shoo-shoo sugartown :)

Sequenced according to the order of when it happened, wah skema uols!

1) An unexpected parcel arrived at my door, addressed to zulaikha gojes. And in it, a gorgeous-looking purse I very much needed to replace that childish purse I currently use. The person behind this conspiracy said he can't stand my polkadottish purse hahaha. Cheers to maturity! :D

The first reason hee :) Thank you pencinta chips! ;p

2) Another unexpected thing arrived. Meet my new-found happiness, a pair of goldfish :) Makes me all wide-eyed like a child given candies because I've always enjoyed looking at the little guppies we had back home. Mind you, I can go for hours just staring at the tank :) Fascinating creatures, and now I have two in my room! You should see them go bloop-bloop. haha

Two little babies. Now I'll be waking up everyday with a goodmorning bloop-bloop.hee.

Thank you, you-who-always-know-me-too-well :)

3) Called home and found out that my big fat bro is home again. Left me smiling to know that everyone's home to celebrate Adik's 11th birthday :) Hugs and kissesss :')

You know how great God is, making even the simplest thing special to us. I feel special, all in just a day. Playing in my head since the prezzies arrived :) Slalu rasa nk skipping ala2 kanak2 dapat cotton candy bila dgr. and yessss I'm a happy smiling human being today.

:)

Cinnamon bun.

Hello there. You know that one moment in your everyday life, where you expected yourself to do something but you didn't just because you don't want to a.k.a malas? When you spoiled your flawless happy day with a single downgrading incident and you just want nothing more than sleep? Yep, for me, right now's the moment. I don't wanna do anything else than be a cinnamon bun. Bye-bye confusing tutorials and professional medical career. Because my new ambition is now, a cinnamon bun.

OMNOMNOMNOMNOM

Goodnight world. Off to Lalaland :)

p/s: I smiled a lot today :))

Oh boyy.

An hour spent drooling over streptococcus, ended with an hour spent on youtube and facebook.

Whyyyyyy?

Coz dude, that's how we roll.

So, rate study n rate bergolek2 bwh duvet depan laptop is ONE to ONE.

Does that mean the ratio between success and failure is 50:50? Oh boyy I'm doomed.

By the way my lovely housemates and I hosted an open house last Sunday and it was awesome I tell youu, well, of course apart from the basi leftovers which left us devastated. Baru ingt ada bekal seminggu.tsk

Will update later on the party. Now back to the way we rolll

Rollin' rollin' rollin', they see me rollin', they hatin'. ok dah dah makin crappy ni. bye see ya dont wanna be yah!

One of the nights.

When you're suddenly insomniac

When you ran out of things to do

When studying is not an option

When novels seemed boring

When facebook seemed useless

When your mind wanders to the past

When your mind dawdles on the future

When you looked back on resolutions you made a week ago

When you simply let your mind goes empty

and when blogging just feels so right.

This is one of those nights.

This exact same time, next year, I wonder what I'll be doing. Probably away in some suburban area alone to do whatever clinical rotation I have. Pathetic. But something that's worthwhile is never easy. A sacrifice I have to make indeed.

Found this image. Exactly the world we live in;

Sapa terase angkat tgn. *raise hand* Manusia dan mulut, mulut dan manusia. Ayuh jaga :)

I better take off to dreamland now. Goodnight :)

Berry wednesday :)

Today I went home a bit late even though classes finished at 1pm. Decided to wait for the rest who had tutorial, so I walked home accompanied by Yan :)

A few days ago while we were rushing to class, we stumbled upon a lady with her dog, who stopped by the bushes and seemed to pluck those tiny round fruits. And we thought, hey bila masa buah ni boleh makan, tengok dktt2 baru tau pokok raspberry! Wah. But because we're cool medic students and cool medic students were normally late to class, terpaksa la rushing n melupakan hajat memetik wild raspberries ala2 red riding hood. tsk

Tapi tadi, tgh jalan balik ngan yan, baru teringat, ehhhh haritu ada mokcik petik2 kann. So apa lg, mmg botak la pokok tu ktorg petik tanpa mempedulikan pandangan org ramai yg maybe monolog dalaman, "Ape minah 2 org ni ingat dusun bapak die ke nak petik buah tgh2 jalan." Oh of course they should be monolog-ing in English duhh =.=

Hand-picked wild raspberries! Bangga kejap. Kan senang xya tanam2 pokok kt farmville dah, petik sendiri sudaa. hoyeahhh

omnomnomnomnom

Picking tips: Pick the black ones, coz the red ones aren't ripe enough. Kang kelat blame saya plak

And I think I've found the right spot to study, but it's definitely not my own room :) Bilik sendiri too much distractions, laptop, House series, facebook, you name it bro.

Ok nak petik lagi esok. Org lain xbley petik! Ktorg dah chop! Hahaha boleh plak camtu kan. Eh petik la kalau lalu kawasan tu, rezki Allah bagi :)

To those yg tgh pulun puasa 6 di hujung syawal, selamat berbuka :)

Minggu lalu.

Wah tajuk macam nak present episod drama minggu ini, minggu lalu mempamerkan jeng jeng jeng.. duhhh

Last week was a mess, or should I say, an awesome mess, coz I had a good time reorganizing everything to kick-start the new term, though it was quite a mess. Buat garda or the renewal of my Irish IC, preparing documents for JPA and garda, shopping dalam hujan, reconnecting the Internet, paying up the phone bills etc, finally relieved sbb sepatutnya dah boleh start study dengan aman sejahtera. Malangnya x start lg, hmm...

Anyways, the weekend was occupied with open houses, and my tummy was gastrologically happy :) Menu semua nak mantap je, satay bagai, mmg balik tebongkang kekenyangan. Thanks tuan2 rumah yg baik hati budi sekalian :) Oh btw we cycled to all the open houses, in baju kurung, yes people, in baju kurung, proud of myself, cycling around effortlessly dgn kain terbang2 wahhh *clap clap*

minah rempitan

i think i look good in purple *puke*

Oh oh freshers' week also started yesterday. Ya know, the week where bands came over to jam on the stage in front of the student centre, and all clubs were busy recruiting new members. I'll just stick faithfully to Islamic Society and Malaysian Society. Anti-social kan? Dahhhh tahun ni malas nak aktif2, nak study je naikkan pointer yg dari dulu asyik turun tangga x naik2 =.=

Tahun ni 7-up pulak tin dia. Last year redbull ke apa tah

Ok if anyone's interested to buy used books from seniors, here's a list I found in health science. Tau x sbb apa amek gamba list ni? Sbb....list tersebut....ditampal....di....pintu...........

TOILET. hahahaha. terisi masa pengguna2 jamban hari ini

Gile la budak medic, punye nak guna masa sebaik mungkin, sambil poo2 pun boleh membeli-belah buku =.= But I must say, it's a very strategic location to advertise :p

And a note to anyone who also has a blog, I recommend you to disable the right-click function on your blog, at least to prevent anyone downloading your pictures and stuff. Just google on the how-to. Happened to a friend of mine and it was very, erm, disturbing, having anonymous people reusing your pictures. Oh well nothing is safe on the Internet nowadays, but better be safe than sorry okayh :)

Rasa mcm nak keep writing more and more from now on. Probably making it a hobby to kill time :)

p/s: thank you gemok , and all the best in focusing :)

Eliza Doolittle rocks.

the last flight ;(

When all you gotta keep is strong,

move along :)

Sighing.

is a sign of defeat. I won't sigh no more! Cecehh haha semangat

Ok serious mode. Ever felt like you have everything you wanted but you're still unhappy? Can anybody tell me why in the world does unhappiness exist even when you get every single thing you wanted? Why am I unhappy sometimes even though I basically have everything I longed for? Maybe because I know what I have now won't last. Maybe because I know one day I will lose them. Maybe. Or maybe because humans are born that way, bagi betis nak paha, dapat sikit nak lebih lagi. Maybe?

I despised this feeling, The feeling of never getting enough. The feeling of temporary happiness. Like I wanted a leather jacket, I went out, I bought one, I went home happy. Then that's it. The happiness just flew by, visiting me only temporarily. Why is that so? Maybe I should buy a leather jacket everyday to make sure that happiness stays =.='

I need what I wanted all the time now. Is that a bad thing? You tell me. Sigh.

And this thing about distance, is it true when people say distance is just a number? For all I know, it's not. It's when someone is so close to you, yet you feel like they're a thousand miles away. tsk

p/s: Kan best kalau baca nota pathology of the oral cavity pun boleh buat kita happy mcm baru lepas beli baju baru.

I'm back, beaches!

Haha mencarut versi sopan =.='

Okok cursing is not allowed here. Withdrawn. Anggapla I really meant 'beaches' as in pantai-pantai.

Actually I'm back means I'm back in Dublin babyyy! Was that suppose to sound excited? Truth is, it's getting less and less fun, y'know, with the whole studying abroad thingy, it only sounds fun when you're in your first year and you're super excited to brag on your university whereabouts to the makciks and pakciks =.=' Ye la kite mane penah nek kapal terbang pegi jejauh mcm awok2 yg kaye raye

Now, being back just means getting back to books and more stress. Oh this term I am welcomed with an extra element, the WIND. First day pergi kelas melayang-layang mcm kertas. I was waiting for the crossing at the traffic light, angin tolak badan gerak2 mcm tiang lampu kt seblah tu =.=' padahal penuh effort kot memacakkan kaki ke bumi. grrr =.=

Whatevs. Life goes on. With new resolutions and the new room makeover, I'm hoping for the best. So far so good. Tapi xtau la semangat nk tahan sampai bila. Nak doa bg istiqamah sajee :)

Today I bought a brand new drawer set. Pasang sendiri beb, time ni rasa nak thank you kat Mr. Chong cikgu Kemahiran Hidup dulu :')

tadaaaa, drawer set and my new mirror *oh what a loser posting up useless pictures like this, haha ma blog, ma right dude*

Alhamdulillah my biceps grew biggah (tipu) after carrying the 9kg-set and the two full-length mirrors from the city centre back home. Melelong2 angkat dua org. Diiringi hujan rahmat and a few Irish offering to lend a hand :') Thanks a mil pikachuu yg setia menemani :)

First day of the semester was awesome. Walked to the campus since my class started early, and an old lady around tokmas's age accompanied me all the way since we're heading towards the same direction. She was so lovely that I remained smiling until I reached the health science building :) A good start I must say ;) Then the first lecture started off with a silly prank =.=' Malas plak nak cite. So embarassing, pranked by my own classmates, belakon jadi lecturer. Cehhh.

All in all, if you think I'm happy by reading this post, that means I'm good at faking emotions. HAHA.

Till then. Tomorrow'll be a long day. Hati be strong please, xnak sedih2 :)

Beratnya.

Beratnya hati nak balik Dublin sama berat dgn beg yg terlebih berat. Weh asal kena 20kg? Dah la travel beribu-ribu batu hanya berbekalkan doa dan keinginan mencari ilmu n taktau bila akan kembali lagi. Diskriminasi mengikut kelas penerbangan betul mentang2 la titeww ekonomi jeww. Belia benci diskriminasi =.='

Well the truth is, nobody wants to leave the comfort of your home, right? My last few days were spent snapping at everyone just because I feel reluctant to go back. Last Thursday I shouted madly at Ira because she was playing around refusing to wear the seatbelt on the highway. Sigh. Emo gila. Sorry lilsis, anda mangsa keadaan.

And my mood wasn't all happy and beaming all the time. With a thing that happened lately, sometimes it feels like God is throwing me challenges to see if I can cope.tsk :(

Anyway, since tonight is my last night in Penang, we went out to our favourite kedai mamak. Lepas tu bedal tosai 2 keping. Lepas tu balik terus happy. Mama pn cakap, laaa rupanya emo2 dua hari ni ubat dia adalah tosai. MUAHAHA

The girls came over a lot, mcm tau2 plak kaklong nak balik dah. Haha. Oh btw, our bunnies Hersheys and Hippy recently added 4 baby bunnies to the family :) Sbb tu budak2 ni slalu datang main dengan rabbit :D

The black one I'm holding, Adik named it Dublin :)

"It's so fluffy I'm gonna dieeeeeee"

Haha risau gila tengok Adriana pegang rabbit main cengkam2 mcm pegang teddy bear =.='

Awhhh I'm gonna miss these little girls :)

My next post will probably be from Dublin with love gituu. Esok flight pagi. Kenang daku dalam doamu :)

Epic.

Opened my aunt's facebook and read this. Haha cool.

4 rules to remember in life:

1. Money can't buy happiness but it's more comfortable to cry in a Mercedes rather than on a bicycle.

2. Forgive your enemy but remember that bastard's name.

3. Help someone when they're in trouble and they will remember you when they're in trouble again.

4. Many people are alive only because it's illegal to shoot them.

Oh shoot. Number 4 is so true. I wonder how many people I'd shoot if it's legal MUAHAHA *evil laugh* I may look calm, but in my head I've shot you many times. HAHA statement saiko x? Omg I've turned into a psycho gunman, run joey runnnnnn! =.=' Anyone ever listen to the glee version of Run Joey Run? Haha random gila.

I'm going back to gloomy Dublin the day after tomorrow, and only 1% of my heart wanted to go back, the rest just wanna lay down on the couch and sleep until there's no tomorrow. Well I wish I could sleep forever so that reality won't come crashing me every time I wake up.

Wah apsal ayat nak emo je. Haha kidding, of course I'm excited to go back and start school. Yayyy! Bismillahi tawakkaltu a'lAllah :)

Raya saya :)

Raya saya meriah, bagaimana pula dengan raya anda? Perghhh ayat bajet wardina kat mhi la

kan.

Alhamdulillah Ramadhan has waved goodbye, though some are sad to leave the blessings of Ramadhan, we received a gift of Syawal :) Tahun ni first time buat open house mega2 on the 3rd of Syawal for family and friends since we moved here around 4 years ago, so it was quite a cheerful raya :D Plus my duit raya collection was wayyy more than last year's , is it because I look younger? Right? Yea, I think so too. HAHA prasan.

Can I just post up pictures pretty pleaseeee with cherries on top? Too lazy bum-bum to type out a lengthy post, as it's already a well-known fact that raya is always AWESOME, I don't have to say much :p

Y'know what I love about raya?

1) FAMILIES REUNITED

1st raya :) abah's candid pose is the coolest. haha

Raya abah's side and guests from afar hehe :)

Our open house :D

2. OPEN HOUSE AND FRIENDS COMING OVER

daniel and fathiah thanks fr coming peeps!

3. KONVOIIIIII (which also means GOOD FOOOD)

rumah hazzuan ada twinsssss

rumah wazir cun ohh, mcm ala2 kampung meets modern

4. REZEKI MURAH ADA ORG NAK BLANJA

alip baik blanja la lagii.ahaks

sebab org blanja kena la buat muka menghargai >

emmmmm dapnyeeeeee dapnyeee

5. BABIES FOUND

EVERYWHERE

abg ijam's baby boy, pipi sebelah sekilo ohemji comel sangatttttt, u should watch him laugh super cute wehh. Meet ashraf daniel aka adam :)

Ayit's favourite cousins, elis and mia

Ciklinda with the baby uncle tek kiang's wife currently nannies :)

hello hensem boys! irfan and JJ :)

model-to-be :p

JJ with his non-stop acts. haha

Professional pianists, kimi and irfan. HAHA

Raya never fails me. Loving every bit of it :) Now boleh balik dublin dgn tenang :)