Worried

Of course I'm worried especially if my friends are still there in the middle of riots and demonstrations. And when people start speculating on students raped, shot and whatnot, well you make it even worse. Imagine how worried their families in Malaysia would be if rumours on such events were spread by irresponsible people. A friend of mine get in touch with her friend over in Egypt and clarified that such news were untrue. Alhamdulillah.

Relieved to know that everything is under control for Malaysians so far.

Frequent updates here.

Back to boredom.

seri permai 01 - forever

:)

to you people, my prayers are with you. be safe.

my Monday song.

"I don't care what the whisperers say coz they whisper too loud for me" :)

Ikhlas

Orang Melayu cakap kerana mulut badan binasa kan.

maybe that's why fasa badan binasa sedang dilalui sekarang.

Anyways, everything I tell you, you and you, came out straight from my heart, sincerely. Seriously, dengan ikhlas, bukan main-main or to seek for sympathy.

I hope you understand.

Words

M: Kaki dalam English apa?

W: Leggings

M: Ooo..

Us: LOLLLLLL

Strangers can turn into friends that make you happy :)

Revolusi

Well I don't normally give much attention to global and current issues.

But this one, I think we ought to know.

Or at least have a read on what's going on. Here and here. Or other websites on the net.

Never even know where Tunisia is before this until Ben Ali was everywhere in the news.

And until students in London protested, inspired by the uprising events in both countries.

Kalau semua orang Islam bersatu against ruler yang terang-terang salah, one day, padan muka kau.

Ehem2. Tapi Malaysia aman damai je. Why oh why. haha

:)

Boo-yah!

Haha padan muka semua orang sakit mata baca blog ni.

Sakit mata la dok polkadot-polkadot as background. Kasi can la skali skala nak feminine sikit.

"You're just some racist

Who can't tie my laces

Your point of view is medieval."

Lily Allen.

Random

Some random video in Barcelona.

kawad tengah-tengah jalan on the way g magical fountain of mont juic. sah xda keja.

video courtesy of mozek the master of jackness.haha

p/s: apahal sehari sampai 3 posts? suka hati la saya blogger saya okay. bye

Sometimes.

Sometimes people change, but sometimes the change affects you, in a good way, or maybe in a bad way too. If it affects you negatively, maybe it's God's way to teach you a lesson. Someone taught me something today. The difference between 'silap' and 'salah'. 'Silap' is when you did something wrong without knowing that it's wrong. 'Salah' is when you know that something is wrong, but you did it anyway.

And that makes me wonder, which category does my act fall into, silap, or salah. And then I read a book given by someone, which reminds me again, Allah Maha Pengampun selagi mana kita cari Dia :) That cute book included this verse:

"Except for those who make sincere repentance and believe and act rightly: God will transform the wrong actions of such people into good - God is Ever-Forgiving, Most Merciful " (alFurqan: 70)

Tak kesah la silap or salah seburuk mana pun Dia sudi transform into good, if we repented :')

Mata pedih, hati sakit, buang masa saja. Lagi best kalau masa memedihkan mata and menyakitkan hati tu di spend dengan solat sunat ke masak kek coklat yummy ke nyanyi lagu awie ke joget lagu dalam 10 cakap 1 nombor ke. kan kan kan. Yathink it affects me yaw, yaknow it ain't affect me no more yaw. haha

From now on I will stop punishing myself for things I didn't do, and won't get hurt because of things around me. And live life happily. There is so much more to life than giving attention to things that will only hurt you in the end :)

know how happy i was?

this happy. ahh rindu bola hijau adik slalu lompat2 atas bola tu :(

bye

kenapa nak amek kesah pasal orang yang tak kesah pasal kita?

See.

Told ya I'd be updating no matter how many times I said I'm fed up with blogging.

Well.

Funny how people do everything to make you do what they want.

Funny how people forget you so easily after what you have done.

Funny how people think you don't know a thing when you know everything.

Funny how people assume you don't give a damn when you care about everything.

Funny how people who you wanted to be in your future don't have faith in the future.

Funny how people talk nice things in front of you when behind you they talk shit shayte.

Funny how people you least expected to help you when facing problems suddenly were there to lend you a hand.

Funny how people you expected to be there when you need them don't actually care about you.

Funny how people you think would be on your side were on the other side you don't want them to be.

Funny how people don't believe in what you said when you know you wouldn't lie to your loved ones.

Funny how people find comfort elsewhere when you want them to find it in you.

Funny how people said don't but you still believe in holding on.

Oh God seriously this whole world is funny. The funniest thing is, even though it's funny, I wonder why it causes so much tears when in fact a funny thing should only causes laughter.

Friday please come fast, I don't want to be here, I want to be there with you, on Friday that is :)

aamble and pomble.

the old me;

-enjoyed studying, but below the nerdy level.

-loved reading books, regardless how academic they were.

-had normal weight and don't have to worry about my eating habit.

-laughed a lot and enjoyed friendships.

-turned to Him more frequent than nowadays.

-don't have to worry about silly unimportant stuff and wasn't paranoid.

-had at least good satisfying exam results.

-was happy.

that's why i miss the old me. the new one sucks. imma turn back into the old me. the study-hard-and-contented with life-and-happy me. uwek poyo gila ayat, padahal pemalasnya ya robbi tuhan je tahu.

after this i might tone down a bit on blogging. it gets crappier each day. and i see no purpose of announcing that i won't be writing anymore sebab selalu kalau cakap taknak blog dah mesti hangat-hangat tahi ayam katik sebab later on confirm blogging balik. cakap tak serupa bikini bikin betul. so i'd better off saying i'll update according to my mood. sekarang takde mood.

yesterday somebody gave me a book. by harun yahya,entitled "some secrets of the qur'an". it hit me at the right time :)

baru seminggu start lecture and it feels like we've gone through a month's topics. geela la medic ni. so kalau tak turn back into the old me confirmlah tak sedar diri lagi. so, i'm off to khatam a week's lectures. eh suka hati i lah nak riak pasal azam baru so that bila baca post ni sedar diri sket dengan azam sendiri.hahah. btw, title tu xde kaitan sebab baru lepas tengok movie tamil terbaik. bye

saje nak letak gamba ni shebab kitew shuker gamba ni shebab tempat ni besh kat barcelona tau.kitew shuker shangat2!

haha buang tebiat.

ok now, serious bye. bye!

Tinggal.

Left out. Ever feel that way? Pretty much like you're in a 4x100m pass-baton race and you're the last one to reach the finish line. Know what hurts other than losing? The feeling of being left out to be the last, mixed up with the feeling you get after disappointing your teammates who work hard to pass the baton to you.

Confusing aite? I am complicated that way.

It gets harder when you don't know the reason why you're always behind. Probably because you're the one who chooses to run slowly and carelessly.

Well sometimes when people told you to go ahead, walk faster, don't stop, you tried hard to move ahead faster, but then your shoe lace gets untied. And you have no other choice other than stopping to tie it back up. And then they keep on shouting hey walk faster, and you feel like yelling and tell 'em " eh tak nampak ke orang tengah ikat tali kasut?"

Ok don't bother understanding. Nobody understands better than God anyway.

Jalan-jalan cari pasal.

Eyo. Seperti biasa this is the post to update pasal aktiviti2 dua minggu lepas. As if people care anyway.haha

Ok I just got back from Morocco two days ago. Went to Barcelona before that, a beautiful city which I'm pretty sure will receive a second visit from me in the future ;) And then off to Marrakech and Agadir, two different cities in Morocco. Marrakech and Agadir, are two seriously opposing environment. Memang opposing habis la kalau kat marrakech nampak donkey kat agadir nampak toyota corolla.

When I was in Marrakech for 2 days it felt like I was in a different era. Serius macam dalam mimpi. Orang atas keldai, pakai jubah ada toncet, rumah tanah liat, macam tamadun mesopotamia ke apa. But it was nice, blessed by the chance to see a whole new world where people live by simplicity. Takyah kereta bmw rumah banglo blablabla. Lek je naik donkey. Hahaha. Only setbacks were that the stuff in marrakech was a tad too expensive, and the people love your money. Tunjuk direction pun mintak duit. Goyang2 perut gendut sket tanpa dimintak pun nak duit. Gemok betol.

Then we went to Agadir.Spent 5 days. Pergh jauh beza dengan Marrakech macam langit n bumi. Agadir was more urbanized as compared to Marrakech. Buildings lebih modern. More european-like. People don't wear jillaba' (jubah) that much. Dressing pun westernized sket. Tak banyak pengepau duit. Only at the beach there're kids selling roses. Well, not selling, they literally force the roses into your hands and beg for money. Ganas gilow.

The best thing about this trip is dapat melarikan diri dari Dublin yang sejuk ke tulang and burn yourself up in sunny spain and morocco woot2. Walaupun spain taklah panas sangat tapi at least you won't be pushed by the wind sampai jalan senget nak langga tiang macam kat dublin. Thanks to bonda for planning,and the fellow trippers yang sungguh awesome camwhore segala. Terbaik lah travel dengan budak2 sengal ini.

Malas nak cerita panjang. Lagi panjang lagi meluat nak baca kan. Banyak sangat benda jadi during the trip. Tengok gambar sudahh.

Beautiful Barcelona :)

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marrakech 1st day

marrakech 2nd day; excursion to banjaran atlas

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agadir 1st day

perasan tak semua collage wajib ada gamba makanan. omnomnomnom

last day in agadir; spent sebagai datin2 without the boys

So basically that's my winter break. Ikut tips yan guna collage, senang nak sumbat all pictures. Sorry to those yang terpaksa mensepetkan mata sebab tak nampak gamba kecik cinonet. Just for the sake of updating.

Kelas dah nak start next week.Azam baru bakal dilaksanakan.haha. bye everibadehh