I promise,

I will take care of myself.

ika penipu.

Don't know why, when mama passed the phone to abah, i get teary-eyed.

Maybe because suddenly their absence felt so significant.

Also maybe because the inside is fairly fragile at the moment.

kalau umur panjang, my short-term goal is to get on the flight to penang and see these two faces I love.

Dapat pahala okay tengok muka parents (dengan kasih sayang la) :)

p/s: btw, the title of the post is ika penipu sebab dia cakap dia xnak post apa2 until after exam. breach of contract. huh you big fat liar.

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I know I shouldn't suppose to be posting anything at all. I know I should've been studying.

But, I just feel like turning my blog into what it used to be. The background and all. How nostalgic.

Perhaps the old template can bring back my old self.

Just something that hits me a few seconds ago;

"If you are trapped between your feelings and what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy,

unless you want everybody to be happy except, you."

I think that's true. But of course, above all you have to please the Almighty first and consider what He says is right or wrong in your pursuit of happiness.

I remembered something we shared the other day;

Jibril came to Muhammad and said to the Prophet S.A.W,

" Live as long as you want, but know that you will die.

Love anyone you want, but know that you will leave them.

Do whatever you want, but know that you will get the reward."

p/s: sorry tak dapat provide the exact riwayat. -.-"

ok kali ni betol2 idle. serius.

Blabbering.

"Trust is like a paper. Once it's crumpled, you can never make it perfect, again."

You did the same to others. You gained their trust and you crushed them. You tell all of them the same thing. In the end, it's a vicious cycle. Try living that up until you get married and have kids. It won't work anymore. Stop doing what you're doing, because it hurts.

Blog ni makin lama makin emolah (-.-")

aku pun tak pahammmm

I have finals IN LESS THAN A MONTH. Consider I'm dead by now okay.

Have to be strong, whatever comes be strong Zulaikhaaaa.

I have to FOCUS, FOCUS, F-O-C-U-S!

I want myself in the KMB version, I tried hard to be what I used to be but it seems so ancient.

Okay enough crapping. All the best everyone! Praying hard that Allah smoothes everything.

p/s: Malaysia, this pathetic girl misses you.

-Idle-

until 12th May 2010