Ask and keep asking.

Again and again.
I asked to be given a chance to read medicine. It was granted.
I asked for IB results that can bring me here. It was granted.
I asked to be flown to Ireland. It was granted.
I asked to be with my friends. It was granted.
I asked to have the homesickness kept at bay. It was granted.

I kept asking and asking. One after another. When I get what I wished for, I asked for another, and then I forgot to thank Him on the previous one He granted.

'Dan apabila Kami berikan nikmat kepada manusia, dia berpaling dan menjauhkan diri dengan sombong; tetapi apabila ditimpa malapetaka maka dia banyak berdoa' -Fussilat, 41:51

"Kalau tak rasa nikmat tu nikmat, cmne rasa syukur tu nak timbul"

Walaupun jauh dengan family. Walaupun markah biochem tak memuaskan hati. Walaupun makan tak macam masakan mama. Walaupun walaupun walaupun. Tetap harus syukur.

.Syukur, praise be to Allah.

Tak suka.

Tak suka bila orang bagi last-minute notice, causing us to rush and disturbing our schedule.
Tak suka bila orang tak hargai usaha kita dan boleh pulak suruh-suruh impolitely.
Tak suka bila orang buat kerja separuh jalan, dan expecting others to finish it for them.
Tak suka bila orang marah bila kita buat something, tapi end up dia pun buat jugak.
Tak suka bila orang tak senyum balik bila kita senyum, it affects the mood for the whole day ok.
Tak suka bila orang act macam tahu semua benda, dan anggap idea orang lain tak best.

Tak suka bila orang buat benda yang kita tak suka.

Tapi,
Aku buat semua benda di atas. Which means I hate myself too :-(

Changing to the better is difficult. Very difficult indeed.
I'm trying my best, dear Allah please lend me a hand.

cucur bawang and heineken.

I choose cucur bawang.

Malaysia, I dream of you every night.

A year older.

A year older than yesterday. The final year I'm enjoying the "teen". Nineteen.
People say birthday must have wishes.
I wish for;

a great family

and great friends.

I already have everything I've ever wished for. What more can I ask from Him, He gave the best present ever, a present which lasts forever. =)

To the people who bring me to this world 19 years ago, it's a debt I can never repay. Loving you is all I can do.
I pray for a blessed life, now and hereafter. Thank you Allah, for the chance to breathe, to live for the last 19years.
Thanks a bunch to those who stayed up late just to wait for the clock to strike 12am, I enjoyed the party and I love you guys! =)

Cuma satu permintaan saja lagi, please please please throw away the LAZY zulaikha and ask her to back off and never come again, then replace her with a hardworking one. And also include some financial management skills and make her stop spending too much. Please please please.

Zulaikha kena betul-betul start study sekarang. Sekarang jugakkk!!!